
Decision made.
I shall listen to my heart.
I love every single one of you.
I miss college days..
I miss my frens..
I miss the lessons.. (bt nt exam n test ==")
I miss a lot of ppl who i cant meet in the holidays..
I miss hving lunch together.
I miss those lame jokes we told n lame action we did.
Holidays r great as long as they r nt longer than 2 weeks.
Now, I'm so bored =(
I cant work, I cant back to hometown, I cant go on a vacation.
I'm trap in this small rented room in subang.
Most of u r working so i dun wanna interrupt u.
I nid an outing! or meeting someone! can I?
+我告诉自己千万不能过度依赖+
从来从来都觉得自己做的一切是那么理所当然。
因为是你,所以不觉得自己很棒很伟大。
总是替你找理由,任何事都自己扛。
有时候,再坚强的熊猫也希望有个肩膀能够依靠。
昨天当我听到那句话时,心,抽动了一下。
突然鼻子酸酸的,有种想掉泪的感觉。
因为是真心的付出,所以当真诚被感受到时,那种感觉的冲击很大。
我不知道那是你的领悟,还是随口说说的话。
从来没埋怨过,从来一切都是值得。
你,是否和我一样?
爱,不是吃饭看电影逛街说情话。

Off to Muar to find molly for 3 days. Her house is lk a palace @ in the deep jungle lol.. nice environment fresh air.. n i'm so happi to c 3 of them.. Molly's mum is really a great cook. for tat 3 days we had wonderful food every meal. all of us 100% confirm gaining weights ==" life there is really relaxing n lk vacation :). we went fishing too! or should i said 'feeding' fishes? cuz we cant get even 1 ikan bilis at the end of the day.. it's a nice experience though.. n smthg really bad happened when we drive @ segamat. the most important thg is no1 gets hurt. Thx god.. the rest juz leave it to the insurans ok. feel hard to say gdbye on the last day.. molly tan i wanna see u next sem!!! promise me!! so i'm back in subang nw. so much messy stuff waiting ahead. moving apartment, cs preparation, repairing my laptop.. grrhhhh.. my holiday officially ends here.
Have been planning this trip since final finished. kept worrying tat it wont happen since most ppl r losing interest in it.. luckily it's still happening =) gonna go
Muar n meet up v my dear
Molly tmr afternoon. the only 2 ppl which keep their promise r
Ah Huat n
Stickman. Lousy driver gonna drive long journey, so plz drive safely ok! I'll pray tat both of u travel safe.. While me gonna take express bus to Segamat. Cant wait to c them tmr. Hope 4 of us can hv a great time there =)
*Thx 4 keeping the promise
Mum din woke me up 4 jogging today. I woke up myself when the alarm clock rang at 6am. when i was ready n get downstair, i saw mum in her casual wear =="
Mum: Ei y u woke up urself? i dun wan jogging today lar. i wan go pasar!Me: *sweat for 1 min* nvm lar, since i ad woke up i accompany u go pasar..We reach the market around 6.30am n it's ad quite full. Mum look so pro when selecting n buying all those meat n vege. I help her carry the basket to n acting lk a gd daughter 4 one day lol. the condition is nt as bad as i tot. the fish is nt terribly stink n the meat is nt tat scary. luckily lol..
In total, mum bought 7 fishes (tat's a lot i knw), bitter gourd, red onions, dumplings, 2 kinds of vege, 'hoi dai ye' (my favourite!!!), potatoes, tomatoes n pork. The basket is so damn heavy ==" Imagine my slim mum hv to carry these weight whenever she come market alone for shopping. =( nw i knw how hard it is to be a fulltime housewife. 妈,辛苦你了
♥