~*Story of A Silly Panda*~
Sunday, December 6, 2009

Decision made.
I shall listen to my heart.
I love every single one of you.

writtern @1:49 PM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

矛盾。
庆幸自己是理智的。
爱你所以保护你和我自己。
相信自己的坚持和意志力。

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爱我 非你莫属
我只愿守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会 笑着哭
但那人是你所以 不怕苦
-《非你莫属》 TANK

writtern @11:37 PM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I miss college days..
I miss my frens..
I miss the lessons.. (bt nt exam n test ==")
I miss a lot of ppl who i cant meet in the holidays..
I miss hving lunch together.
I miss those lame jokes we told n lame action we did.
Holidays r great as long as they r nt longer than 2 weeks.
Now, I'm so bored =(
I cant work, I cant back to hometown, I cant go on a vacation.
I'm trap in this small rented room in subang.
Most of u r working so i dun wanna interrupt u.
I nid an outing! or meeting someone! can I?

+我告诉自己千万不能过度依赖+

writtern @2:44 PM

Friday, November 27, 2009

从来从来都觉得自己做的一切是那么理所当然。
因为是你,所以不觉得自己很棒很伟大。
总是替你找理由,任何事都自己扛。
有时候,再坚强的熊猫也希望有个肩膀能够依靠。

昨天当我听到那句话时,心,抽动了一下。
突然鼻子酸酸的,有种想掉泪的感觉。
因为是真心的付出,所以当真诚被感受到时,那种感觉的冲击很大。
我不知道那是你的领悟,还是随口说说的话。
从来没埋怨过,从来一切都是值得。
你,是否和我一样?

,不是吃饭看电影逛街说情话。

writtern @9:49 PM



Off to Muar to find molly for 3 days. Her house is lk a palace @ in the deep jungle lol.. nice environment fresh air.. n i'm so happi to c 3 of them.. Molly's mum is really a great cook. for tat 3 days we had wonderful food every meal. all of us 100% confirm gaining weights ==" life there is really relaxing n lk vacation :). we went fishing too! or should i said 'feeding' fishes? cuz we cant get even 1 ikan bilis at the end of the day.. it's a nice experience though.. n smthg really bad happened when we drive @ segamat. the most important thg is no1 gets hurt. Thx god.. the rest juz leave it to the insurans ok. feel hard to say gdbye on the last day.. molly tan i wanna see u next sem!!! promise me!! so i'm back in subang nw. so much messy stuff waiting ahead. moving apartment, cs preparation, repairing my laptop.. grrhhhh.. my holiday officially ends here.

writtern @9:18 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Have been planning this trip since final finished. kept worrying tat it wont happen since most ppl r losing interest in it.. luckily it's still happening =) gonna go Muar n meet up v my dear Molly tmr afternoon. the only 2 ppl which keep their promise r Ah Huat n Stickman. Lousy driver gonna drive long journey, so plz drive safely ok! I'll pray tat both of u travel safe.. While me gonna take express bus to Segamat. Cant wait to c them tmr. Hope 4 of us can hv a great time there =)

*Thx 4 keeping the promise

writtern @4:30 PM

Friday, November 20, 2009

Mum din woke me up 4 jogging today. I woke up myself when the alarm clock rang at 6am. when i was ready n get downstair, i saw mum in her casual wear =="

Mum: Ei y u woke up urself? i dun wan jogging today lar. i wan go pasar!
Me: *sweat for 1 min* nvm lar, since i ad woke up i accompany u go pasar..

We reach the market around 6.30am n it's ad quite full. Mum look so pro when selecting n buying all those meat n vege. I help her carry the basket to n acting lk a gd daughter 4 one day lol. the condition is nt as bad as i tot. the fish is nt terribly stink n the meat is nt tat scary. luckily lol..

In total, mum bought 7 fishes (tat's a lot i knw), bitter gourd, red onions, dumplings, 2 kinds of vege, 'hoi dai ye' (my favourite!!!), potatoes, tomatoes n pork. The basket is so damn heavy ==" Imagine my slim mum hv to carry these weight whenever she come market alone for shopping. =( nw i knw how hard it is to be a fulltime housewife. 妈,辛苦你了

writtern @3:09 PM