Friday, May 27, 2011

Top of the World

Actions speak louder than words. I've seen so much more empty promises.
Sisters, best friends, friends. It's all the same.
He'll be there when you're most vulnerable, filling you with all the words that's even sweeter than honey.
When u finally believe in him and ready to do a leap of faith, he is gone.
I wonder how many times these dramas will be repeating.
The best part is he dun even care, still looking good, still a sunny day for him, for another victim maybe?
Guys who dun stick to what they said and promise are disgusting.
Not even worth the time to confront and scold them.
What's left will be just broken pieces of heart waiting for another guy to stick and stitch it up.

For me, I'm lucky enuf to not involve in this kind of situation.
Much effort have been put in and I really saw it.
It's funny how u always do it through action n i demand sweet talks.
I guess all girls r vulnerable to sweetalkers. So do I sometimes.
I m thankful of having u to be there to walk through my life no matter thick and thin.
In order to keep me feeling safe and hapi, u hv give in a lot. I really know that.
I m grateful that I seen clearly how ur actions r so real and how some uncertainty dont worth the risk of trying it out.
Relationship can be sweet, but it must be realistic at the same time.

How much do you love me?
Instead of hearing : I wanna spend the rest of my life with u,
U gave me: I see my future with you.
And that makes all the difference for who we are today.

I love u and I will always be loyal to u just like the way u make me feel safe.
Our thinking might change, our behavior might change, our appearance might change.
The only thing that doesnt change will be the memories we have gone through and how we are determine to be with each other in the future.

Extras:
Got A in International Management class today. So freaking happy and it's the best comment I've ever receive. Thank you Ms Cassie, u gave me the strength to perform even better next time. After all, my effort pays out :D all the headache n sickness is worth it. Thank you.